Enjoying Anneka

When did my little baby turn into a medium sized girl?

In the last week, I've noticed that Anneka has really grown up. There's something changing. She's taller somehow. Not just physically, but emotionally. There is a depth and maturity to her personality that has really blossomed this summer. It freaks me out a bit...since I still remember clearly how it felt to hold her as a baby. Now I tease her that she's a giant, and that she really needs to stop growing, because it's "freakin' me waaaay out!!". She smiles this beautiful smile and we laugh together.

Today she laughed in a way that was different. It wasn't the giggle of a kid...but the chuckle of a young girl who was understanding humour of the adults around her. It was striking to me. I had to do a double-take...as if I had just seen her grow another inch right in front of my eyes.

This afternoon we went bathing suit shopping. This time was very different, because she picked 6 suits out, and wanted to try them on! (as opposed to me just picking one, and us walking to the check-out!) She tried each one, and decided on one in particular. "It fitted me best, I think..." she said.

I'm really enjoying her. I always have...but I'm enjoying this stage so much.

Today I told her about the Olympics, what they were, and that they happen every 4 years. It struck me that the next time she watches the opening ceremonies of a Summer Olympics, she will be 12 years old.
Ack! I can't even fathom that reality!!! But I look forward to all of it...