no crazies found...'cept moi

Well...we had a nice dinner, and a fun housegroup! Nathan and Krista were great! They have the most adorable little baby girl! (named Miah -"Maya") At homegroup we just worshipped and encouraged each other.It was nice to get together with our friends.

After a night like tonight....I just kick myself for being me sometimes.

A) Saying things that I was thinking, that should have remained thoughts
B) Saying something funny....that comes at an inopportune moment
C) General goofy behaviour, that I fear may discredit me when I want to be serious.

Luckily, I have a very accepting and loving housegroup! Phew! And when I feel stupid for being so ME, I’ll give Jason an "I’m sorry, hun!" look….and he just smiles and says "You just keep being you, babe...it’s okay". That always makes me feel better. He doesn't seem embarrassed by me (anymore!) haha. Instead he sits back and tries to enjoy the chaos that is his wife! (once in a while laughing and groaning "I can't believe she just said that!")

Alas, I shall try to balance my ‘whacko’ moments with my ‘straight’ moments a bit more fairly. And as always, strive to be one of those wise silent people. (You know, the ones who hardly say a word in a group...but when they do, a reverend hush falls as all eyes and ears turn to them. After all, they hardly talk...so when they DO speak, it must be of great wisdom and importance!) Ah Yes....this is my goal. Wisdom.

I'll try it out next week. Again. *hee*